Over the past month I have taken it upon myself to write a
novel. In the process of developing a
gripping plot and characters worth following I have learned a number of things
about myself as well as the world around me.
It has been a rewarding process.
The primary thing I am learning is that I am a terrible writer, especially
of fiction. That little truth has stung
and even depressed me a bit, but in the process of writing my skills have gone
for absolutely terrible, to really bad.
I’ve figured that if I keep at it another ten years I might even ascend
to mediocrity. How’s that for a noble
goal?
There is one unexpected thing I’ve learned regarding free
will and divine sovereignty. After
attempting to control my characters and keep them rolling through the designed
plot I have for them, I am realizing that I have less control over them than I
want to. It is a strange realization to
say the least. In truth my characters
can do nothing without my fingers striking the keys. They can say nothing that I have not thought
in advance. I know the words that will
come out of their mouths before they even speak them. I am absolutely sovereign over them. I change the weather around them to make them
react, I put people in their lives to make them grow, I place challenges in
their path to make them fail, and then I determine their reaction to those
challenges and failures. In every sense
of the word I am sovereign over them. My
sovereignty as an author was always something I assumed. However what I did not expect was for my
characters to have their own free will within the context of my divine
authorship.
If you spend time perusing writing websites, or reading
books about writing you will find continued advice to ‘let the characters speak
for themselves.’ It seems to be a great
paradox. The idea of letting your
characters speak, even though they cannot speak without your mind giving them
words is a hogwash concept. Hogwash
until you try it. As I write dialog my
characters say things which I did not expect, I find that my characters react
to situations in ways that I do not desire.
I have even found that if I do not reign in an evil character they will
eventually become good, or that if I give a good character enough rope they
will hang themselves with it. I know
that sounds like some sort of psychobabble, but sit down and develop some
characters of your own and put them in a story together and you will find that
what I am saying is true.
There is a real sense in which the moment I place my
character on paper I relinquish a degree of sovereignty that I have over them,
though I never relinquish my authorship of them. I am still the source of their words, their
world, their situations, their plot, and ultimately their demise or exaltation.
They can do nothing without me, they cease to exist if I cease to write
them. Moreover anything they do will
ultimately serve my purpose, which is to elevate and honor my protagonist. Nonetheless my characters exist in my mind
(and on a bunch of sheets of character profiles) and the traits, personalities,
and backgrounds I give them drive their own free actions, sometimes against my
will. Ultimately their own actions will
determine their role in the story.
If we are willing to look at God’s sovereignty in the light
of divine authorship with Christ as the ultimate protagonist in His narrative
we will see how this blending of free will and sovereignty actually works. If you have never sat down to write fiction
this all could seem like an ethereal of
a view of sovereignty that places either too much responsibility in God’s
hands. On the other hand you might be uncomfortable with the idea that God’s
own creation has some degree of effect upon him, but if you have written you
will see no contradiction or problem here.
In the story I am writing I have had numerous moments where
a character has pleaded with me (in my mind) and changed the direction of my
narrative, yet somehow it is all happening within my own mind and only finds
direction only from me. The character
which free thinks, still must use my mind to do the thinking. I think of moments within God’s divine
narrative of human history where similar things have happened, moments where
God repented of what appeared to be his initial plan. Moses telling God what would happen if he
wiped out Israel comes to mind. Again,
in the 40k+ words I have written in my novel I can think of a number of times
when my characters have advised me on my plot.
Nonetheless the characters cannot even think apart from me giving them
my own thoughts.
I encourage you to try writing, if for no other reason to
learn something about yourself, as well as how your own characters can have
free will while under your absolute authority.
There are other things I have learned that will have to wait
for other blog posts. Not the least of
which is how my own personal attitudes and desires are reflected in the way I
tailor my story. Every piece of
narrative is somehow a reflection of the author, but that is a topic for a
later date.
1 comment:
Fascinating insight, Jay. It does bring light to the question: what makes an author, or Creator, more creative and powerful? Moving all the chess pieces in line with his sovereignty? Or allowing the chess pieces freedom to move as they will, yet the ultimate outcome will be how you the author ordained it?
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